alright.. yest i spent practically the WHOLE day with tony ryan and caitlyn.... they picked me up at 7:15.. went to pick caitlyn up.. went to IHOP.. then um..traders village.. then ryans.. then torreys.. then soccer? i uno.. um.. volleyball *hell yeah that was fun* .. then back to ryans.. then to my house.. but i ddn't go home with them.. i went with kndra *i love her so much! best sister in the world* coy and blake..
so i thought things were better.. everything went great cept for like 2 fights... but we made up after the first one and then got in one big one and i guess that was closure?  i guess it was my fault.. i did some pretty stupid stuff.. but he could've at least listened when i tried to explain that last thing that made us get in a fight.. but yeah.. i guess we were never meant to be..
but yeah... last night was DrAmA like woah.. don't feel like getting into details.. but yeah.. it was crazy
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i just want to say sorry to everyone in the world... even if ya'll don't know me, i wanna say sorry cause in some way i prolly have effected you... people are right, i have changed.. some for the better.. some for the worst, and in this case for the worst, i did stupid stuff and now a lot of people are mad at me. n i just want to apologize i was so blind at what i had become that i had no idea what i was doing, but i'm done being tha lil bad grl that i've been.. well for the most part.. no more cheating... no more lying.. no more getting piss drunk... *till the next party* haha JK.. naw but i'm not going to that again for a while.. but yeah... ima try n get some of the old me back.. like the whole.. bad grl good girlfriend thing :) that's all i need right now.. i used to be a goody girl good girlfriend.. now i'm a semi bad grl.. bad grlfriend... so i gotta find a way to mix the two into a bad girl.. great girlfriend
ima stop rambling on.. hehe
chrissy n britt.. thank ya'll so much for being there for me no matter what.. even if i did do something wrong.. you let me know.. but still forgive me and know that i'm not like that..
n thanks to everyone that was there for me last night.. n i'll try n get those titties ryan! haha i've got six years to save up the money and grow my hair out  | 
omg i missed ya'll SO much! i mean..i love being up ther *besides the cold weather* but down here i have all of you! hehe i missed my chrissy n britt SOOOO much! i luv them more than PB and J! lol alright so we got snow.. and for a texan. it was a lot... hehei have pics but they aren't working right now. so ill try again later...